Pain Of Love-Tokio Hotel

Hello:D
Well today i had to wake up at 7am cause i had piano. I was really tired but i got over it. Piano was ok. We were doing scales for like an hour and then i played my pieces and did sight reading which i suck at. Its mostly just reading it and playing it on the spot. And when it comes to that im really really really slow. So it takes me a while. And we're not a loud to stop and correct our mistakes but i just can't do it:(( After class i walked out of the room with my head down while closing the door and all of a sudden i heard someone said 'Hi Nana' I was shocked!?! Nobody there knows me. It freaked me out and when i looked up it was Ryan's brother Arian. i said hi back of course. I was like so confused. I was like what the hell is he doing here?? And the n i saw Vijay walking pass me going in the room i was in. And i saw his mother. I smiled still confused. Then i realized that maybe Arian was sleeping over at Vijay's house. I wanted to ask where was Sofia but i was already walking towards the door:)

Then after that i ate my breakfast and got ready. Going to Sunway Pyramid:D i love that place. My mum drop us(my dad,my sis and i) there and she went to her sister's house. We walked in and there was these cut outs of paparazzi and there was like lights from the cameras and i felt like i was a star:) i wanted to just stop and pose for the camera:) but i didn't:) I was wearing a blue tank top and a blue jacket on top with my skinnies. I wore high heels. Then i went shopping for stationary:) it was fun. I bought a new blue and black pen, marker pens, highlighters, french curve, and glue. Then i followed my sister to some shops. We went to cotton on and i found out that the shoes she bought for my birthday was from cotton on:) and then we went to Kitshen and she bought a new dress and top. I wanted a skirt that had the same pattern as her dress but it was a bit big for me. so i didn't get it. I really wanted it;( Then we went to forever 21. And she bought a ring and i made her buy me this feather pin. I like feathers:) Its my new thing. FEATHERS!?! Then my dad got bored so we took a taxi to amcorp mall. i bought some stuff there too:))

Then my mum picked us up and we went to my aunty's house. I was really sad when we got there. Cause my baby and i used to meet up there. At my aunty's house cause his aunty lives near there:(( I really miss him. SO very much:(

I failed my mission:( My mission today was to find a poster of Tokio Hotel but i didn't find it:( I failed. NOOOOOOOOOOOO!?!:((

I found this picture online. It was so cute i just had to save it:) here i'll show you:D
Isn't that just so cute??
I love it:D
Brothers:) so cute:))
I love Bill!?!

Well i guess thats it:)
Will blog more next time:)
Bye.. nightzzzzzzzz:D

Ich Bin Nicht Ich- Tokio Hotel

Hello people:)
I have made a new discovery. I was listening to Tokio Hotel songs on my way back from Times Square(I hate KL) And the title of the song was Ich Bin Nicht Ich and as i was listening i looked at the title and i tried to figure out what it meant. And then i figured it out. I think. If i am not mistaken Ich Bin Nicht Ich means 'I am not me.' Cause Ich means I or me, Bin means am, and Nicht means don't,not, etc so i just figured thats what it meant:) Aren't I smart?? If im wrong im sorry im still learning:)) PS. i checked it out online and Ich Bin Nicht Ich does mean I am not me. haha:) Im good:D

Well today i went to Times Square, Sungei Wang and Low Yat. It was so boring.
When i was at Times Square i was at Borders the hole time. Normally i will be looking at clothes and all but today i was just so bored of it. Its all the same. So i was going through the Magazine section trying to find Tokio Hotel posters. But nooooooooooooo!?! TAK DE!?! hmmmph. I saw kat Hot magazine and seventine got some stuff about Tokio Hotel but it was just an interview so i didnt buy it. There was this Mag TV HITZ there was a lot of posters of bands i like. Such as Paramore, Boys Like Girls, Escape The Fate and etc. And there was a freaking big poster of Justin Bieber. But i didnt buy it cause it was RM19 and there was no tokio hotel. It was an Australian Mag. If only got Tokio Hotel i would have bought it:)

Oya i wanna thank Sonia Bonia suke Kunyah for that picture of Bill she posted in her blog. Just so you know i have saved it in my computer:D Thanks:)) My hair is so long now:D When i had that Bill hair i thought it will never grow but it did. I am so happy. But its so annoying sometimes. It gets all tangled and stuff. It just looks messy and i get annoyed with it but i sayang it so much:)

What else to say. I got nothing. Today was kinda boring nothing fun to say.

Maybe i can just talk about my dream i had a few days ago:)
Well in my dream i was in my 20s and i was a lawyer and i was dating Joe Jonas. Yes Joe Jonas:) And i was really busy with my work and stuff so i told him lets take a break. Just give me 3months so i can focus on my work. And after that we can get back together. He said ok. After a month i found out he got together with Demi Lovato. And i started crying and yelling at him asking him why?? and stuff. It was really sad. Then after that i got together with Nick Jonas his brother and when he found out he started yelling and screaming and going how can you do this to me?? My own brother?? How could you? then i woke up. My alarm woke me up. i woke up to Screamin' and when i woke up i was like A worm on dry land. hehe
It was a cool but sad dream:) If only i really can date Joe Jonas. Owh how happy i would be. But if i got married to Bill i will be happier.:D Hes smexy.(i dont what smexy means i just like saying it):D

Well i guess thats it:)
Bye.:D

That Day-Tokio Hotel

Hello!?!:))
Just so you guys know when i say Hello!?! im saying it like how Bill says in Darkside of The Sun:D
I love Tokio Hotel:D I am officially obsessed with them again:))
Well today we had Teacher's Day celebrations. It was fun i guess. If you call doing your IT exam on teachers day fun. It was so stupid. I mean its suppose to be a party and yet we have an IT exam?? Very interesting.

It started out ok. They had speeches and stuff. Then the Teachers read the 'Teacher's Oath' it was nice. Then they sang the 'Teacher's Song' haha. It was cool. Sonia was like 'they sound like it was rehearsed' haha funny Sonia. OMG the teachers were rehearsing behind our back:O
hehe. I wore a feather on my head. People thought there was a dead bird on my head:)
haha. It was black bought it in Malacca:D sooooooooooooo cheap!?!

Then after all the stuff we had an IT exam. AHHH. We all copied the answers:))
And then the party began after break.
FYI i gained one KG today. I am now 42kg!?! OMG! I kinda like it. haha. I have been wanting to gain weight. This is a good thing:D

After school i went to Maryam's house to do an ekonomi project.
We watched this vampire movie. The Lost Boys: The Tribe. Oooooooo. Scary!?!
It was nice. The leader was fine. I mean F.I.N.E!?! But he died at the end. hah.
After all that i went to piano class which i go every Fridays and now forced to go for extra classes on Sundays. I mean who wants to wake up at 7am on a Sunday just to go to a piano class. I personally dont want to. I mean a sunday. Thats the day i wanna wake up late and stuff. Well back to todays class. My teacher(ms. skeleton) her name is Ms. Sharon i call her ms. skeleton cause she is damn thin!?! was really nice to me. Normally she will yell and go Aiyaii dont know ahh?? Its been so long still cannot get it in your head ahh?? But today she was all nice and smiles. She said i have improved a lot. haha:) Its all thanks to the Sunday class i dont wanna go to:D

And today is my daddy's birthday. He is 51years old. (sorry to all of you when i said he was 52. salah kira) haha. my bad:P
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!?!:D
Finally Surekha gave me the picture of John Abraham. I was dying to have it. OMG i love John Abraham. For all you people who dont know who John Abraham is he is a Hindi actor. I love him. He is so freaking sexy!?!? My mum loves him too. He is smoking hot!?! He is on FIRE!?!
Thank you so much for that wonderful picture. I shall Treasure it for the rest of my life:D

I love Humanoid. I know i said it already but what the heck. I'll say it again:D
I LOVE HUMANOID!?! Im talking about the album. Not just the song. I love the english album and the german album. Both are so nice:D
hehe Automatish:D

Humanoid!?!

Well i guess thats all from me tonight.
Thanks for tuning in on nanabananalovestokiohotel.fm:D
nightzzzzzzz:DD

Screamin'-Tokio Hotel

I just love that song!?! its so nice!?! I love their new album. Humanoid:D Thats my new favorite word now. HUMANOID!?! haha.

Well today at school was the same so i shall blog about my day yesterday. Yesterday was so f**ked up!?!? Well first i forgot my glasses and so i was kinda blind the whole day, and then i forgot my money, my tie, my biscuits and i went to school with two totally different sock!?! I woke up at around 7.45 and Elisha came at around 7.20 so i wasnt ready so i went crazy trying to find everything. haha it was a messed up day. I am so glad it was over. At school i had a big headache cause i wasnt wearing my glasses so my head hurt.

HUMAN CONNECT TO HUMAN!?!? haha. It sounds funny. hehe. Well wheni went to Melaka i bought this pin thing. Its got feathers and a net and a flower its so cute:)) Im gonna wear it tomorrow. Tomorrow is teachers day:)) haha. I dont really have anything to give the teachers:D haha. As much it kills me to say this but i really miss MR.PREM!?! I wish he came back. I seriously cannot understand mr.kumar. At least Mr.Prem i understood what he was teaching. I know i didn't really get good marks for maths but at least i know how to do.

Well i have been learning german. haha. ONLINE!?!:D Its kinda fun. Sie bin eine dick frau. That means 'She is a fat girl' haha. Its really fun learning german. haha.:DD

OMG Big Mike is out of here!?! I am so happy. I hate him for letting Aaron Kelly get kicked out. He was a good singer. And he was really cute. haha Siobhan was also a good singer. I was so sad when she got kicked out. I loved her. It was so unfair. SOOOOOOOOOOOO UNFAIR!?!? I predict that Lee will win AI. If he doesnt i will SCHREI!?! And Casey get number 3 maybe. that will be ok.:))

Today i had science tuition. I was really tired. I mean i go to school I study. I then i go to tuition i study some more. I just really need time to rest. Its driving me NUTS!?! If i was not mistaking i think my science teacher was hitting on me. He was all over me today. Weird dude. haha. He is ok looking. I still think Shafieq is cuter. My baby is the cutest in the world!?!? i love him with all my heart. FOREVER AND ALWAYS!?! We always say that. We will say 'I love you forever and always':)) isn't that so cute??

Im so confused i dont know if i wanna buy a Canon Ixus 130 or a Sony W320??? I wanna buy sony but my dad told me to buy canon. But Elisha and Maryam said i should buy Sony cause canon no good. So i am so freaking CONFUSED!?!? SOMEBODY HELP ME!?!

I seriously dont know what to choose. Their so cute. Both of them:(( Somebody help me please!?!:( Well i guess that all from me today. Sorry if i dont blog for days at a time i just cant find the time now a days:( Bye. NITEZ!:))

Darkside Of The Sun- Tokio Hotel

Hello!?!
Today is the 10th of May 2010 as you all know:) Yesterday was mother's day. We were at Malacca. It was ok laa. Wasn't the best trip ever but ok je laa. I bought a fan for my mum,my anty Oja,My grandmama and my anty Rosa. Because it was mother's day so i thought what the heck. hehe.

Today at school i cut out some pictures of Tokio Hotel from Fahmi's mag. he didn't mind:D And Sonia gave me this cut out of Bill performing in Malaysia. I wanna thank you guys. Without your generosity i don't know i would be doing now. haha. FUNNY!?!

I had accounts tuition today. It was so confusing. I am really starting to HATE accounts. OMG!?! Its so freaking hard. I wanna SCREAM!?! Last week there were these two chinese people that came in our class. I dont really know their names but one was a girl and the other one was a boy. The guy was kinda cute. I don't know if their friends or siblings cause they seem kinda close. So yeah. He was cute.

Now i shall entertain/annoy you all with pictures of Bill:D Enjoy!?!



Annoyed yet??
I shall take that as a yes:D
muahaha i am the evil:D

Hmmmmmm.
Did you know Shafieq and I have been together for 8months now?!? Isnt that amazing. He is all the way in New Zealand and we can still have a loving relationship. I guess we are really committed to this relationship:)) I like it:D Its hard to find a guy like that. I love him. he is my baby:)) I just really miss him. I can't wait to see him again. When i do see him i wanna give him a BIG HUG!?! hehe:))

OMG tomorrow we have to run.I mean i like to run cause its fun and all but its really tiring and my body hurts when i run especially the place where my appendix was. I am appendixless:) but it really hurts when i run too far. Like Mr Mustan is expecting me to run 800meters. 800meters!?! My mum was like 'no you can't do it. your body can't cope with the kind of distance' I really cant do it. I have to tell him i can't and if he doesnt wanna listen i shall bring my Dr.Interesting(Dr. Hamid) He operated me in 05. He took out my appendix. haha I call him Dr.Interesting because when my appendix was taken out of me, the next day there was a bandage on it and there was a little patch out blood and Dr.Hamid thought it was my cut and he didn't bandage it betul2 so he was rubbing his chin and said Interesting. and when he did that my mother and i started laughing:) Then he took off the bandage and saw it was just blood:))
What a funny man:)

I guess thats it from me today:))
Will blog when i feel like it:)
Cya!?!
<3 :) Bill is sexy!?!

Hey You-Tokio Hotel

Hello!?!

I wanna start this blog with I LOVE TOKIO HOTEL!?! heeeeee. Omg i love them. They're my favorite band ever!!! Well i said that in my music post. heeeeeeee. Well as you all know they came to Malaysia!?! I was so happy that i got to go. It was a dream come true.
As you know im a big fan. A huge fan.!? And this started in end of '07. My cousin Nadia introduced me to them. She was sleeping over and we were watching TV and i was flicking through the channels and Monsoon came out on MTV and Nadia stop me and told me about them. And instantly i feel in love. I have to admit at first i thought Bill was a girl. But then Nadia told me he was a boy i felt bad for a while and then i fell in love. It was like love at second sight.(it wasn't first cause at first i though he was a girl you see) Then i started downloading their songs and i thought they were french. I dont know why. I heard Durch Den Monsun and i thought they were french. But then i found out they were german. haha.

And when school started in '08 i was in love with Tokio Hotel and i was OBSESSED!?! Yes i was. Just ask Sonia. hehe. I would sing their songs in class and not just their english songs i would sing their german songs as well. I wanted Bill's hair but at that time was my hair was kind of short so what i did was i cut my hair like how hes hair was in '05. The short hair. Everyone called it the Bill Kaulitz hair:) I didn't really like it but what to do. I was obsessed:D
My hair was short like this. Ok not exactly like this. But it was really short like this. Faham tak??

I never thought Bill was gay. Just so you know. But there was that time this year i saw a video of him and he looked like a girl but then i changed my mind the next day. He is not gay!! I dont care what you people say about him to me he is not gay!! I mean i know he likes to dress up like you know how he dresses up and his hair is just so amazing and i know he likes to put one make up but thats just him. He is different. He is eccentric and that is what i love about him. Hes not like the other guys, he is different. I love him so much!! I loved all his hair styles.


BILL! I know i know he looks like a girl i heard it before blah blah blah. Whatever. I dont craken care!! He is sexy to me.

Look at him. Isn't he sexy??
Look at the mole!?! I had something like that until i lost it:(( haha I lost my mole at Elisha's house:'(

I have made a new discovery Bill is hairy!! His arms are like hairy like mine!?! hehe. Me likie:D
I know that just sounds so wrong but im just happy im not the only hairy person!?! haha:D

My friends and i are planning to make Tokio Hotel tshirts. hehe. so cool right?!! This is the Tokio Hotel Logo

It will be so cool!!

TOM LIKE MALAYSIAN FOOD!?! He said himself at the press conference at one world. They were staying there. Bill wasn't really sure cause he didn't really eat it i guess but Tom likes it:D Yay!?! Malaysian food rawks!?!

I was watching Tokio Hotel TV and Bill is so cute. He is so childish! like me!?! hehe. He was jumping up and down like a little boy when his toy plane got stuck in the big giant hall where they were gonna perform. haha. Isn't that just adorable?? haha.
We should get married!?!
hehe. me married to Bill!?! OMG. haha

Did you know he is 6'2"?!?! OMG!! He is so craken TALL!?!?! Im so short OMG!?! AHHHHHH. I have to get taller. I have to!?! AHHHHHHHHHH

Well i guess thats it:D
I love BILL!?! And I love Tokio Hotel!!! Favorite band forever!?!:D
nightzzzzz. love you bill:))


hehe:D

Noise-Tokio Hotel

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tokio hotel was so amazing!!! I love BILL so much! I saw him. I really really really saw him!! He was so hawt!! I have never been to a concert before this was my first time and it was so much fun!! I couldn't help myself i went out of control!! I love Tokio Hotel!!

I was still sick yesterday and this morning i woke up and i lost my voice and my body was aching like crazy. I could barely even move. I knew it was gonna happen. I was screaming and dancing like a mental patient yesterday when i saw them. I was so excited. 1st of May is officially the best day of my life!!

I took videos of them performing but it wasn't that clear and it was shaky cause i was jumping.
before they performed Pop shuvit and Bunkface performed. Im not a big fan but i was so excited yesterday i started liking them:D When i saw Gustav walking to the drums OMG i started screaming and then George and Tom walked in and finally BILL!! When I saw him I went out of my mind!!! They gave out this hand thing that says TM on it. And I brought a pen so i wrote I LOVE YOU BILL!! I dont know if Bill saw it or not but if he did i hope he remembers me 'the girl with the big hand':) (I felt like he was looking right at me but i guess he didn't really see me cause there was a lot of people)

The songs they performed:
Noise
Automatic
World Behind My wall
Forever Now
Pain Of Love
Dogs Unleashed
Human Connect to Human
Hey You
Break Away
Ready, Set, Go
Durch Den Monsun
(Not in order)
They started off with Noise and ended the night with Durch Den Monsun. I thought it was a nice touch to end the night with Durch Den Monsun. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!:D

Special Thanks To:
My parents
(For letting me go and paying for my ticket. I LOVE YOU!!!)
Cleo & her mum
(For giving me the tickets)
Maryam
(for following me and partying with me)
TM
(for bringing TOKIO HOTEL here)

You guys are the Tokio of my Hotel:D

I LOVE TOKIO HOTEL!!!!!!!!XP