Hello!
It has been a while I don't really have anything to blog about these days since my life is not as exciting as i hope it would be. Oh well.
Its 2012 wohooo!! This year has gone by quite fast. I mean look its already the end of march.
Last year was my senior year and i might say it was quite a ride. There was ups and downs but it was one of the best year of school i have ever experienced. Now i am done with school i have been given my results of my SPM exam and the only thing for me now is to go to college and make my future come true. I am going to do my foundation in communication at Limkokwing university. It is going to be awesome!! I can't wait.
Well this year i started it off with working at Popular Bookstore in Nilai. It was a good experience for me where i actually had the opportunity to know how it was like in the working world. It wasnt all good there was a lot of frustration and i had to learn to be patient which i totally suck at, but it was good for me... i guess. I was suppose to continue working there till i start college but i just could not and would not take the bullshit that my manager shoved in my face. I just couldn't take it no longer.
Now i am unemployed lying at home doing absolutely nothing and i kind of miss work but at the same time i really enjoy the time i have for myself. It sucks but it works for now. Since the next intake is in July my mum is suggesting i get another job just to pass time. I said I'll think about it cause I might be miserable and bored at home but i like being free all the time.
Well, as you know i am still with my sexy boyfriend Shafieq. Yes wes had a break up last year and it was hard for the both of us but the time we spent apart from each other made us realize the love that we had and still have is what makes us, well us. It probably makes no sense but to me it does. It makes perfect sense. I love him with all my heart. I know i might have said that about my last two exes but when i say it now i am confident it is true. Like when i was with Avinash yeah i said that i loved him but after we broke up, I realize i never really loved him. I just made myself believe i did and i tried to convince myself that he was the one but when i thought about he wasn't and he never will be. The funny thing is that after Shafieq and i broke up i never got over him. Even with the 9 months apart all i did the whole time was think of him and how I wished and prayed to god that he would take me back. It was like in my heart he was the only one for me. Even if he didn't feel that way about me, just knowing i felt that way and knowing he is still breathing in this world just got me through. He means the world to me. And when he came back and asked me to be his again i swear my heart sank. I never thought i would hear him say those words to me.
The best feeling in the world is knowing that you're loved. And the fact the he is in another country and he is constantly surrounded by other beautiful girls with great personalities and he still chooses to be with me despite the distance makes me feel special and actually worth something. He is the most amazing person i have ever met. He is so sweet and so considerate and loving i feel blessed to even know him. And to be loved by him its just wonderful. And that day i was skyping with Shafieq and it was like 6pm here and like 11pm over there and I told him to go to sleep cause he was tired. So he did and he said to me "goodnight syg." and i said to him "good evening bby." it was so cute. heee
I love you, forever and always.
You are my forever.
It has been a while I don't really have anything to blog about these days since my life is not as exciting as i hope it would be. Oh well.
Its 2012 wohooo!! This year has gone by quite fast. I mean look its already the end of march.
Last year was my senior year and i might say it was quite a ride. There was ups and downs but it was one of the best year of school i have ever experienced. Now i am done with school i have been given my results of my SPM exam and the only thing for me now is to go to college and make my future come true. I am going to do my foundation in communication at Limkokwing university. It is going to be awesome!! I can't wait.
Well this year i started it off with working at Popular Bookstore in Nilai. It was a good experience for me where i actually had the opportunity to know how it was like in the working world. It wasnt all good there was a lot of frustration and i had to learn to be patient which i totally suck at, but it was good for me... i guess. I was suppose to continue working there till i start college but i just could not and would not take the bullshit that my manager shoved in my face. I just couldn't take it no longer.
Now i am unemployed lying at home doing absolutely nothing and i kind of miss work but at the same time i really enjoy the time i have for myself. It sucks but it works for now. Since the next intake is in July my mum is suggesting i get another job just to pass time. I said I'll think about it cause I might be miserable and bored at home but i like being free all the time.
Well, as you know i am still with my sexy boyfriend Shafieq. Yes wes had a break up last year and it was hard for the both of us but the time we spent apart from each other made us realize the love that we had and still have is what makes us, well us. It probably makes no sense but to me it does. It makes perfect sense. I love him with all my heart. I know i might have said that about my last two exes but when i say it now i am confident it is true. Like when i was with Avinash yeah i said that i loved him but after we broke up, I realize i never really loved him. I just made myself believe i did and i tried to convince myself that he was the one but when i thought about he wasn't and he never will be. The funny thing is that after Shafieq and i broke up i never got over him. Even with the 9 months apart all i did the whole time was think of him and how I wished and prayed to god that he would take me back. It was like in my heart he was the only one for me. Even if he didn't feel that way about me, just knowing i felt that way and knowing he is still breathing in this world just got me through. He means the world to me. And when he came back and asked me to be his again i swear my heart sank. I never thought i would hear him say those words to me.
The best feeling in the world is knowing that you're loved. And the fact the he is in another country and he is constantly surrounded by other beautiful girls with great personalities and he still chooses to be with me despite the distance makes me feel special and actually worth something. He is the most amazing person i have ever met. He is so sweet and so considerate and loving i feel blessed to even know him. And to be loved by him its just wonderful. And that day i was skyping with Shafieq and it was like 6pm here and like 11pm over there and I told him to go to sleep cause he was tired. So he did and he said to me "goodnight syg." and i said to him "good evening bby." it was so cute. heee
I love you, forever and always.
You are my forever.
