Three Cheers For One Year!

HELLO!
The End IS Here!
Hello!
We're Standing Here!

I know i know i havent blogged in so long but im BACK!
Today my blog is inspirited by the one the only... Sonia Lasong! Today is my one year anniversary with Shafieq Daniel Wilson! 07.09.10:D
So today i shall talk about Shafieq and I.

Ok. it all started in 2004. We met at school. I saw him and i was like that boy is kinda cute:) then my mum and his mum started hanging out so one day his mum came and introduced us to each other and like any other kid in the world we started being friends and played with each other. and when i say play i dont mean PLAY! i mean play. anyways... we started playing and being childish and i really thought he was cute and i was really happy being his friend. we weren't really that close in 2004 so skipping to 2005!

2005
In 2005 we started being really close. That year my sister was admitted in the hospital countless times and because of that i was sent to Shafieq's house. Thats when the magic happened. When i stayed at his house we would play games and stuff. My favorite game Alien Family?? haha. I was the Alien wife and he was the Alien Husband and his sister would be the Alien daughter. It was really fun. Since i spent a lot of time at his house and spent time with him i started to like him. and i liked him a lot. But i never had the guts to tell him. and i didn know if he liked me back so i just kept my thoughts to myself. There was this party at Shafieq's house. Just my family and his family. It was really fun. I remember Shazrien and i were playing in her room and then all of the sudden we were attacked by Shafieq and my bro. they came in with baby powder and started throwing powder at us! we had a powder fight?? Shafieq was literally holding me and splashing me with powder! at the end of the war Shazrien and i were covered with powder. it was so FUN! There was one day we all slept in Shazrien's room and we had this competition. Who could stay up the lasted. I won by the way:P I was sleeping in the middle of Shafieq and Shazrien. Shazrien fell asleep first so Shafieq and i were wide awake and so we started talking. I remember talking to him about a guy i liked and asking him advise to what i should do. and the guy i was talking about was HIM. But he didn know. Boys are so ignorant:P then after hours of talking. he fell asleep and i was left alone. So obviously i won the competition!:D So proud! And eventually i as well fell asleep. When i woke up i was shocked to see me waking up in his arms? haha. it was scary at first but then i just smiled and went back to sleep. and when i woke up again hours later, Shazrien was awake and just gawking at us. and she started making havoc just cause Shafieq and i were hugging each other. I know it was weird but i liked it.:D
Then we had breakfast and blah blah blah....on to the next year!

2006/2007
we kinda grew apart and weren't really talking. We did talk but not as much! but i bullied him alot. he would stare at me and i would call him a weirdo! i would hit him just cause he was looking so cute and when he ask me why i'd hit him and smiled and hit him again:D

2008
we started talking and hanging out again cause he was in form 1 and we had break and lunch together. We would sit together and stuff. I still hit him cause he was cute:P There was that one day Surekha had her birthday party and the both of us were there. I was dating someone at that time and i remember he came and sat next to me and started asking me personal questions about my love life. which was so inappropriate. And when he sat next to me he started staring right at me like he was trying to tell me something but didn't have the guts to tell me. he didnt tell me anything we just went on with our lives with this big question unanswered. and eventually my feelings for him was going away and i just liked him as a friend.

2009
Ok 2009 was a really complicated year for us.
We started texting and became really close again. He was really sweet and caring and i really appreciated it cause i went through a horrible break up and i need someone. and at some point we got together but i wasnt into him as much as i was last time cause i never knew that he really like me like how i liked him so we were just pretending! then we broke up and he got together with this girl in my class who i despise! And i was really angry. I got really jealous and for that reason i wanted him even more. But i didn know how to tell him. I was really depressed cause i saw them everyday. It was so depressing. They were always together. It really pissed me off. There was this one time during trials he came and hanged out with me. And She came and was really mad at me telling me that maryam was calling me so i followed her thinking Maryam was with her. Then she turned around and told me she was at the canteen. I got so pissed i yelled at her saying you could have told me! BODOH! and Shafieq started laughing and he got yelled at by HER. ishh! Then there was this one time i met him at my auntie's house. we weren't dating we were just friends and i told him. Arent you scared that if your gf knew your hanging out with me at my auntie's house she will get mad at you. and he was like what she doesnt know wont hurt her. I really liked hanging out with him. my auntie really liked him and my grandauntie and auntie met him and they as well really liked him. i was really happy they approve:P and then the next day my granduncle passed away. and that night i was at his funeral and i got a call from Shafieq telling me he wanted me back. Saying he really likes me and he likes spending time with me. I was so happy! i felt like i was in heaven. We talked for hours that night and my phone died. The next day when i got back i was so freaked out cause i havent finished my folio. And i charged my phone. When i turned it on i saw a lot of messages and missed calls from him. I thought maybe he missed me but that wasnt it. And then he called and i answered. i was doing my folio so i wasnt really paying attention. But then he got my attention. He was breaking up with me. But i was too busy with my folio to care. He was trying so hard to tell me that he liked me but he really cared about her and he didn know how to tell me that he wants to break up so i gave him a line to make it official. before he could finish with what he wanted to say i said bye and hanged up. I threw my phone and continued with my work. A few days later i realized what had happened and i just broke down in tears. I was crying so hard. I went to school the next day with sore eyes. I saw them that day sitting together. It was during PE and i just ran outside and for no reason at all i started running laps just to ease the pain. a few months later Shazrien came up to me and told me that they broke up. And i was so happy i texted him that night. We talked for hours and he apologized for what he did to me and i accepted his apology like a matured adult i was. Then he asked me to his gf again. i was like so confused and then after thinking long and hard about it i accepted. After that we officially got together and we've been together ever since:D We had our 1st kiss at Lui's birthday party. i forgot the date! SHIT! anyways we had our 1st kiss on Lui's Bed:D We were hanging in Lui's room and then it just happend:D He came to my house a lot that year and we made out a lot. In my room, on my bed, infront of the tv, in my sister's room, in the middle of the street, at my neighbour's house:P haha. too much info. we went out in december and hanged out with my cousins and stuff. really fun:D

2010
He came to my house a lot we made out. then in March he left for New Zealand. It really hurt me. I was so depressed for 2weeks then i realized that there was no reason to be depressed cause i knew it was gonna happen and i had to live with it. now we are still in love and still going strong even though he is all the way in New Zealand:D He is coming back in December. I am so looking forward to seeing my bby again. Miss him so much:D

Well i guess thats it:D
thats my Malaysian Story:P
no not really.
Thats my Shafieq Story:D
Bye.
stay jingles:D

Insatiable-Darren Haye

HELLO!?
Omg i havent blogged in soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long!?
And now i am back!? for now:P

Ok today i shall blog about a dream i had last night. It was a cool yet weird dream!?
It all started with the football thingy. and i was in it. I had to against Messi, Gerard Pique and many more football players. And i won every game:p haha. Then there was this Taek Kwon Do thingy and i joined and i had to fight against Fernando Torres, Gerard Pique, That guy from star wars Liam Neeson, this demon, and many more. Then Adeline came to me telling me she can help me find a way to defeat the God and she had to go to hell and find it. Then she went in this disgusting hole that leads to hell and i was there waiting for her. And then she came back with a scroll. It contained the ways to kill the god of fighting 'it seems'. then IDK what happen we all end up in hell's conference room. I was there,Adeline,Sonia,Elisha and Maryam. Then the devil wanted to send us all to hell but Sonia and Adeline were sent to heaven and Maryam,Elisha and i was sent to HELL!? AHHHHHHH. It wasn't that bad it was just a red room and we all didn't know who we were and stuff. And then i just walked out of the room and i realized i had a fight with the god of fighting. And he was OMG!? MESSI!? haha. So i fought him and i was about to lose cause he was too strong then my bby Pique came to me and gave me the kiss of strength and i got stronger and defeated him. haha
Then i woke up. haha
nice dream:)

i guess thats it:D
BYE!?!?!

Der letzte Tag-Tokio Hotel

Hello!?
today i had a fun day with my friends at our school's bazaar:) It was ok. haha. But if Adeline was there then it would be more funner.haha funner.
Today at the bazaar there were like two cute guys. One was Shaun is it 's brother!? haha He was really cute. I LOVE HIS HAIR!? But he was kinda big. but thats ok. he kinda reminded me of my BBY!? that made me laugh. haha:) I wish he was there. It would have been more fun to have him:) I really miss him. More then ever now:( Im so lonely nowadays:( Its so depressing:((( I wanna cry.
I MISS HIM SO MUCH!? *sob*

I was thinking of cutting my fringe, but i thought about it and i dont want laa. I like my fringe now. It looks better like this. But maybe later like when im ready to try it then i'll do it. but for now i'll just stick with this:)

I did henna on my hand. It looks so nice:) I love it. haha.
I forgot what i was going to write. I had a great blog post in my head.
But what the buck. Its ok. haha.
Well i guess thats it.
BYE!?
Stayy beautiful:P

White Horse-Taylor Swift

Hello!?
Well i have been listening to the song White Horse. i dont know why?? It makes me feel sad when i listen to it. But i like it:P
This term we split class for Bahasa and English and we have some new teachers. Our class's names are Mercury and Earth. What names?? I am in Mercury. I am an ALIEN!? Now i can sing Alien sung by my favorite band TOKIO HOTEL!?!?:P I have 4 new teachers:P I like Ms.Samira. I dont know why but when she teaches i feel like im in an International School. Cause she is International. She is from Pakistan. Ooooo aaaa. so coral. she is a bit strict but shes ok. My new Economics teacher Mr.Teck kwon do.(thats not his real name its Teck something) Is kinda nice. I still dont know if he is cute or not. still processing. My new English teacher. ms.Sanjitha is kinda cool. i guess. but she likes to say you noh?? She made us stand up and take 3minutes to talk about ourselves. So i said 'My name is Adriana. I am 16 years old. I have been in this school since 2004. I am a Malaysian. I am very obsessive. I have a sister, a brother and i am the youngest. I love my family but i dont really like my sister. I am currently obsessed with football because of the men.' and i forgot the rest. ahaha. Take that!? haha. Stupid i know. I keep imagining her bald:p haha. And my new Commerce teacher mr.Chui he is kinda cool. He burped a lot in class today. I couldn't stop laughing. haha Childish humour:P It was really loud. FUNNY!? He said he had a big breakfast. He is kinda cute. he likes to say aaaaa okay.

What else??? hmmmmmmm.
Tomorrow is the Bazaar. Our class is combining with form5. blekk. We are doing mini movie. I think its dumb. Who wants to sit in a class room and watch a movie for like 2hours when they can go do other stuff for 2hours?? Seriously. OMG!?
Today we got a letter saying we can wear whatever we want for the bazaar. Cause initially they said we have to wear school uniform. I am so glad Ms.Santhi changed her mind. THANK YOU!?:D I havent bought the coupons yet:P maybe tomorrow. If i dont buy i'll just make Sonia belanja me:p haha. YOU HEAR THAT SONIA?? YOU ARE GONNA BELANJA ME IF I DONT HAVE COUPON TOMORROW!? MUAHAHAAHHAAA!?>:)

OMG everybody is getting sick. Elisha got sick then Surekha hot sick and now Sofia. OMG i dont wanna get sick. I am the sick free now, and i wanna it to stay that way. I hate being sick!? Its disgusting!?
Adeline is in Singapore now. I think!? Adeline you must buy me the liquorice!? I NEED LIQUORICE!? hehe. i need it.

Well i guess thats it.
Will blog later.
okay.
bye.
stay beautiful:P

You Are So Beautiful-Escape The Fate

Hello!?
im sorry i haven't blogged in ages. Just didn't know what to write!? haha.
Hello. yesterday was the first day of school after a two weeks holiday. I am so tired. i mean for the past two weeks you do nothing at all and then you have to exchange that with work and studying. Its so tiring. All i wanna do is sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep:P haha.

Well the bazaar is this saturday. and i dont know why but i keep having this day dream that Azizi the boy ive had a crush on since 06 will actually ask me to be his date for it. Knowing it will never happen i am just hoping so bad that will. I really like him. And i know he doesnt even notice me i want him to so badly.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??? WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE YOU JUST NOTICE ME SO YOU CAN GET TO KNOW ME!?! I REALLY FREAKING LIKE YOU!? OMG I WANNA KILL HIM!?

Sorry about that i was just really mad. I mean if he just got to me then maybe he could like me. But NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO he doesnt even wanna try. OMG!? men. Stupid things.
Well Elisha is sick and she wont be coming to school for the next few days. I am really gonna miss her:(( She rawks my world!?:D

I really miss my bby. I know its been a few months. But all of a sudden this feeling is just killing me inside. Its like all of a sudden this feeling of sadness just kicked in. Like im just realizing that he is not here anymore. Its been months and only NOW i am feeling this. I dont show it. I mean im a new me. Im not the sensitive me who use to cry at everything. NO!? i changed. I am more matured and i feel happy about that. But i am really sad now. Depressed. I really need a hug:(( I want my bby to hug me:( I really miss his hugs:( They were the best hugs ever. Cause he is kinda meaty so its nice to hug. So nice and cozy.:DDD

Can you believe it?? its been almost a year since the late King of Pop passed away. OMG! he passed away on the 25th of June 2009. On Amien's Birthday. Amien is my ex. haha. BTW he met Shafieq. It was so awkward but so cute. haha. then greeting each other. I love my bby. He is just so sexy!? But he doesnt wanna admit it. That just makes him so cute. haha. I LOVE HIM!?

Well i guess thats it. I dont know what else to say:P haha
Well bye.
Stay beautiful!?:D

Alien-Tokio Hotel

Hello!?
I am sorry i did not blog last night. I have a confession to make. I kinda like football now. It is nice to watch. Ever since my parents got the Astro byond its just so much fun to watch. I was really pissed yesterday!? DAMN YOU SWITZERLAND!? Fyi, i support Spain. haha. Their really good. Yesterday i was observing the game and Spain they were attacking like crazy. Their techniques are really good. They rawk!? But Switzerland won!? DAMN YOU!? it is so not fair. The Swiss are damn big!? They and Germans!? their freaking BIG!? I say Spain should have won!?>:(

My favorite players in has to be Gerard Piqué and Fernando Torres. their so good!? OMG!?
I know i used to say bad things about football and stuff. But now i like it:P what do you expect?? My dad conquered the TV and i dont get to see any of my shows and i'm stuck with football. Might as well enjoy it:P The men are soo hawt!?? Everytime i watch it i would be like 22millionaires playing on the field. Their freaking rich!? hehe. It would be nice to marry a football player. hehe.

well i guess i'll blog later tonoght or something.:P
bye.
DAMN YOU SWITZERLAND!?

Phantomrider-Tokio Hotel

Hello!?
Today i am blogging a bit early. Cause normally i would blog at night but i was bored so here it goes:P
Today my mummy woke me up at around 10am. But before i was awoken by the sound of my mother i was dreaming about the two main men in my life. Yes, you've guessed it Bill Kaulitz and Jake Gyllenhaal.:D Do you wanna know about it?? You dont?? OMG!? Who cares i'm gonna tell you anyways:)
In my dream i was a student at this elite school. So cool:P And Jake Gyllenhaal was my literature teacher(I guess i was freaking about my literature book last night it got to me:P) formally known as Mr. Gyllenhaal and Bill was my classmate. Bill was as sexy as ever. And then i started dating Bill. We were made for each other. It was amazing. Then, I dont know how i started dating Jake as well. So i had two boyfriends. One was my classmate and the other was my teacher. My hawt teacher:P Jake knew about Bill and i but Bill had no idea about Jake and i. Then one day Jake and i met up at this corner of the building which was deserted and we started making out. I told him that i loved him. And then he asked my why do i love him. And i said 'because your amazing,sweet,smart and everything i want in a man' and then he said 'and what about Bill? Adriana you have to choose. Its either you stay with me or you go to him. You cant have both.' And i said 'but i cant choose. Both of you make me so happy.' He looked at me with a disappointing look. Then i wanted to brighten the mood by asking him 'Why do you love me??'(stupid question) And he looked at me and said 'I never said i loved you' Then i just pushed him and went off to class. I sat next to Bill in class and we were having Literature at that time and we weren't paying attention cause we were making out. Then Jake saw us and got mad and told me to get out of the class. At first we were arguing but then i just got out. Then he came out after me and pushed me to a wall and kissed me. Then i pushed him and said 'What the hell are you doing??' He said 'I love you' then i said 'well its too late now. You told me to choose and i choose Bill.' Then i gave him a stare and went back in class. Then Bill asked me if everything was ok and i said 'yes, everything is fine:)' he kissed my forehead and then he whispered in my ear that he loved me:) I smiled and said 'I love you too.
Then i woke up:P haha
That was a weird dream. Seriously. I was kinda sluty right?? Jake to Bill. hmmph. Good thing im not like that in real life. I stick to one man and one man only and that is Shafieq:)
haha

Today i made popcorn!? My bought the popcorn kernels. Then i cooked it. I put a quarter of the pack of kernels. I put a slice of butter and i put in the kernels. I should of put the salt in while the butter was melting but i didn't and it wasn't as salty as i wanted to be. I saw the kernels pop!? that was the most amazing experience of my life:D haha. Then i put salt in it and went up stairs and watched Shanghai Knight. While eating my popcorn:D

LYRICS TIME!?
Phantomrider-Tokio Hotel
Gass and blood
Is all I've got
In you I trust
The final exit's
Passing by
The wheels run free
Under me
It's you I feel
A million sparks are falling down
I turn the wheel around

Kiss me goodbye
Into the light
Like a phantom rider
I'm dying tonight
So dark and cold
I drive alone
Like a phantom rider
Can't make it all on my own

Promises
I scratched so deep
In your empty seat
The sky is turning upside down
I turn the wheel around
I don't know your name
But still believe
Now it's the time
For you and me
Time for you and me

Now I'm here
No more fears
Angel, don't you cry
I'll meet you on the other side

Goodbye
Into the light
Like a phantom rider
I'm dying tonight
So dark and cold
I drive alone
Like a phantom rider
Can't make it all on my own
Hey!
I'm here with you
I am here, here
Leave me alone
Phantom rider
Always die on their own


I love this song.

Yesterday i was reading Betrayed and i cried:'( It was so sad. The first chapter is sad. I wont say anymore:)
Well i guess that it from me:)
Bye
Stay beautiful:D

In Your Shadow_Tokio Hotel

Hello!?
Today i downloaded 5 Tokio Hotel songs from their album Humanoid.

The songs are:
Phantomrider
In Your Shadow(I Can Shine)
Down On You
Attention
Alien
Their really nice songs. In Your Shadow is sooooooooo nice. I love it. The lyrics are so beautiful. I dont really know how to explain the song. Its just too amazing. You have to listen to it yourself to comprehend how beautiful it is.(Secondhand Serenade song, just change the it is to you are:P)
I kinda miss Secondhand Serenade. I used to love their songs. I still do. It was a pain to write down their lyrics. It took me forever. So lazy to write down:P haha

Today I painted the wall behind my door(Tokio Hotel song:World Behind My Wall) Its just funny if you think about. If you dont think its funny then whatever:P The roller is so annoying. I used the brush for the whole wall. Its better but it keeps shedding its hair. Stupid thing. Im still thinking if i wanna paint the other half of my room. It depends on me. If i am up for it. If i am i still dont know if i want light pink or light purple:P haha have to think first:) hehe.

LYRICS TIME!?
Tokio Hotel-In Your Shadow(I Can Shine)
I hate my life,
I can't sit still for
One more single day

I've been here waiting for,
Something to live and die for
Let's run and hide

Out of touch, out of time
Just get lost without a sign
As long as you stand by my side,

In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine
Shine.

You see my soul,
I'm a nightmare.
I'm out of control,
I'm crashing,
Into the dark, into the blue,
Into the world of our cocoon.

You're the sun and I'm the moon

In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine
Shine

Don't let go-oh, oh, oh no
don't you know?!

In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine
Shine!
Shine!
Shine!

In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine
Shine!
Shine!
Shine!

In your shadow I can shine


My new favorite song. haha. Its so nice:) hehe

Here is something that catch my eye when i was goggle-ing Bill Kaulitz:P Enjoy:D

haha isn't that just so cute??
Bill has a skunk's tail:P hehe so cute:D

Well now i shall show you a poem i have been working on. Its not as long as my others but still:P
Here goes nothing:

If only I could love you,
And my life would be complete,
To Know that I'll have you,
And not have this cute so deep,
To know that you are here,
Everything is now so clear,
I've been in the shadows for too long,
Until you came with a light so strong.

So what you think??
Nice or not??

Well i guess thats all from me.
hehe
Bye!?
stay beautiful:P

Rette Mich-Tokio Hotel

Hello!?
Today was a fairy tale:P
First wanna tell you a story about a dream i had last night:) Its about Cory Monteith. hee. It all started when i was at this theater. I was given an award for something. Then he was there. He presenting the award to me. then i went up there and took my award and left. And he followed me. Telling me he loved me and he wanted me back. His smile made my melt so i said yes and we got back together. We were walking down a hall and at the end of the hall there stood Naim,Iqmal and Irfan. I dont know why. Then we were walking and laughing. Then Adeline came and hugged me from the back and the three of us fell. yes Cory fell too. Adeline congratulated me and then she disappeared. Weird then Cory and i were trying to get up and he laughed. OMG his laugh was so cute. And his smile was taking my breath away. So i hugged him and said your laugh is so cute then he kissed me:) It was so nice. Then we continued walking until he stopped and faced me. He was going to say something then my dad woke me up. he asked me if i wanted to go for breakfast and i said no and went back to sleep. But i didnt dream anything after that:( So sad. he was so cute!? Im sorry Elisha but i still have feelings for Cory. I know Jake is the sexy but Cory is the cute. haha Im talking like i know them and im dating them haha stupid me:D

After that i got ready and we went to amcorp.
I didn buy anything though. haha i only bought sour skittles. Havent eaten them yet. haha maybe later:P Then we were waiting for the traffic light to turn green where this crazy old man came to my dad's window asking for rm50. His car broke down it seems and he wanted to go back to seremban. but we didnt see a car. My mum was like lock the doors!? I was reading at the back and when i saw him my heart was beating so fast. I was so scared!? My mum said before he came to my dad's window he was staring at me. Thank god he didnt open the door and did anything. OMG i would have peed my pants:S

Im almost done with Marked. Just 3more chapters:)
Then im done and can move on to the next book. I bought the 2nd and 4th book already. just need the 3rd and 6th:D haha It is nice. Its different from other vampire books. And the word vampire is spelled vampyre. haha thats kinda annoying but other that that its a good book. The sexy male vamp is named Erik Night he sounds sexy:D haha

This is Marked:D

Then after that we went and send my brother back to college. On the was back we had our weekly ice cream eating at shell station haha. Normally i would eat Icy Grape. But today i wanted to try the Walts Kiwi ice cream its new. haha it was kinda nice:D me likie:D

what else to say?? I dont know.
I love Bill Kaulitz:D
Jake Gyllenhaal
Cory Monteith
Nick Jonas
Joe Jonas
Erik Night
GOODBYE !? :D
Stay beautiful:P

As Long As You Love Me- Backstreet Boys

Hello!?

Today was a good day. Well sorta. It all started when i woke up at 9. My mum woke me up. They wanted to go for breakfast and when i say they i mean my parents. When i woke up the whole right side of my body hurt like hell. Stupid painting wall thing. Im in pain!? I have to get over it cause i wanna paint the half of my room. I was thinking of a light pink colour. Or light purple. Not sure yet:) I realised that my wall isnt as perfect as i thought it was. If you look closely you can see the retardedness of it:) haha. i have to do it again:( so tiring. Today i redecorated my room. It looks nice. Well better than last time:) hehe. It took me about an hour i think. Cleaning and stuff:) haha

Then after that around 12 or so we went and ate lunch then after lunch my mother and i went and did threading. We went to the shop in Nilai Old Town. I like that shop better than the one on top of KFC. The one ontop of KFC tak taw buat. Now it looks nice and thin. My face looks clean and not all messy. Me likie:) Than we went to Mydin. And we parked infront of Mydin and then a car parked next to us and there was a group of baboons inside the cars. They were staring at me when i was still in the car. And when i got out this one baboon started singing some malay song to me. I just ran for it like i was running from a ghost!? Then we went inside and my mum bought stuff then we were out of there!? After that my mum was hungry so she parked at the side of the road and ask me to cross the road and buy apam balik. The crossing to the stall was easy. The crossing back to the car was the hard part. All of a sudden cars were coming so fast. It was so scary. I wanted to cross but then there was a car and i jumped back. Then i started saying to myself. I dont wanna get hit by a car or a lorry or a motocycle or a bicycle. I wanna LIVE!? I WANNA LIVE!? Then a chinese man saw me and started looking at me. I just stared back. Then eventually i cross. I was running like a mental patient when i was crossing. haha. I am a mental patient. not really:) Then we went home. When we went home i started improving my room again. hehe:)

I didn't really do anything fun today. Just a normal day. hehe. I miss my friends. I am so bored at home.

PLEASE TAKE ME AWAY FROM HERE!?(fireflies-owl city)

Well i guess thats it:) so boring:(

Bye!?

Stay beautiful:)

JAKE GYLLENHAAL!?:D

Who I Am-Nick Jonas and The Administration

Hello!?
I finally painted my wall:) haha. It was so much fun. I did it with my mum. She just did the edges. I did the rest. haha. I bet it would be more fun if i did it with my dear friends:) Yes im talking about you guys. Those retarded monkeys are Adeline, Elisha, Maryam, Sonia and Surekha:)
I uploaded the picture of my wall in facebook but since i am in such a great mood right now i'll upload it here:)

Taadaa!?
haha i havent rearrange the stuff yet. The bed and other stuff are on the other side. No. You cant see it. haha. I started painting at around 11 i think if im not mistaken. I started moving the things at 10. It took me an hour to scrap all the sticky stuff out. You know from the tape and tack i used for my posters. hehe. Then i painted it. i had to do two layers cause the first layer was really messy and wasn't done properly. It looks so nice. my mum was painting the part on top of the door and she accidentally drop the brush and paint was everywhere. Well not really. It got on the door and on the door behind the door. Now there is a splash of paint there. It looks kinda nice. haha. when i rearrange everything you all are invited to come and visit. haha:)

After everything was done i had to wipe the floor cause the roller thing was splashing like crazy. I got little purple spots all over my floor and all over my body and face and clothes. It was really messy. My hands and arms was the worst. It was really purple. Stupid roller. It specifically said that it doesnt splash. LIAR!? After wiping everything i took a shower:) Then i went online on facebook for a while and then i fell asleep. When i woke up. OMG my whole right arm hurts. It still does. Im in pain now!?:(( It was hard work painting a wall. good thing i didn't do the whole room or not i just pass out. OMG. haha:)

Well thats all about my room. Did i tell you im in love with Jake Gyllenhaal?? I did?? Owh. is that so? I said it how many times?? Owh really?? that much? Are you annoyed?? You are?? Im sorry, but i really dont care. haha. I LOVE JAKE GYLLENHAAL!?
here are some pictures of my new baby:D

Hehe:O He looks so hawt!?<3


He is itchy. haha itch itch itch. But he aint no Bill.:D


Hehe I see london, I see France, I see Jake's underpants:D


He has a mole on his upper lip?? I din not know. I mean how can i he always has hair up there:P


Awww he is so cute in this one:D


Okay is that blue or green?? I thought he had blue eyes. I know he has blue eyes. hmmm


haha. This reminds me of what Elisha wrote in her blog. haha and i quote she likes me cause i am the sexy!:P

hehe. I guess im not the only one who bites their thumb:)


Don't mess with me. Jake will kick your ass. yeah!?


he was so cute in Bubbleboy:D Its a nice movie. I watched it last year i think. so cute:D haha

I dont know about you but he looks sleepy in this picture. haha:)


See he has blue eyes:) that is blue right?? haha

I love guys with blue eyes:) and brown haha. Blue and brown eyes are my weakness:P
hehe.
Well i guess thats it:)
Bye!?:D
Live long and prosper:D

Blood-My Chemical Romance

Hello!?

Today i wanna talk about stuff i dont really know what to talk about. Understand?? No? Well I dont understand as well:) I guess i shall start with prince of Persia was so freaking awesome!? The british accent wasnt suppose to be there. Cause Persians dont have british accents. I should know. I have a friend who's dad is from Iraq.(It was known as Persia last time but now its Iraq) And he didnt have a british accent. But I loved it!? I love people with british accents!? Jake Gyllenhaal did it perfectly!? I love him. I really thought he was cute in Bubbleboy. But he is so freaking hawt in Prince of Persia:D
Disaster movie was kinda funny:) haha But they cut a lot. haha. Kim Kardashian was so pretty:D
hmmmm what else to write?? Well yesterday i was suppose to paint my room. But my aunty came and took us out. Just around Nilai. So boring. We went to the Kedai Bunga. OMG it was boring. Shes a lawyer. We followed her to a clients office and stuff.:D Well yesterday night i had a dream about Jake Gyllenhaal. but i forgot what it was about. hehe You know that vid of Bill in one of the Tokio Hotel TV 'Bill's private party' Well there was a song he lip sync to and i found out that the song was sung by the one the only Kate Winslet. Shes an actress:) And she can sing. hehe. Shes british and i like her for that. I love british people. hehe.
OMG the holidays are killing me. Its so damn boring!? I wish my bby was here. We could have went out and watched a movie together. But sadly he is not here. That reminds me. Yesterday my mum,my aunty and i were in the car and my aunty was talking about my cousin Nadia's boyfriend and then she started talking about Nurul's boyfriend then my mum asked me who was my boyfriend was and i was like Shafieq Daniel Wilson. and she was like still?? And i was like Yes..Still. And she was like oo ok. And i was like yea. And my aunty was like whos that?? and my mum was like the boy who came to your house last time. And my aunty was like owh him. And my mum was like yea. And my aunty was like ,well she said something i forgot. And then my mum was like well he is in New Zealand now. So they wont be seeing each other for a while and my aunty was like something i forgot. And my mum was like something i forgot. Yeah i forgot the conversation after that:D haha I like the name Shafieq Daniel Wilson. It sounds sexy:D haha I like the name Daniel. I dont know why. hehe

Now since i dont what else to say i shall show pictures of stuff and randomly write crap under it:D


Ahhh. Cory Monteith. I remember when i was obsessed with this old man. haha
He is still cute:D

Jake Gyllenhaal. I didnt know how to spell his name before but now i do:P I am now so in love with him. Because of Prince of Persia:D Awesome movie!?


Jonas Bothers!? I love them!? They rawk!? I use to like Nick then i fell in love with Joe and now i am in love with Nick!? So i love both:P Kevin is cute too:) But hes MARRIED now. uwekk

Hayley Williams is my idol!? I love her. She is so amazing!?:D


This is Azizi. I have a crush on him. I've had a crush on him since '06:D Look at
me. im blushing.:)

Lea Michelle. She plays Rachel in Glee. She is so damn pretty. But in glee she is so damn annoying. But i still love her:D

Marilyn Manson. If you didn't know he is Elisha's boyfriend:P haha just kidding(not really)

And this my boyfriend. Isnt he handsome?? wow i sound like that girl form Enchanted:P It might not be the best picture of him but its the only i could find:(


And these are my friends. This is during the school concert. And yes we were doing Indian dance. From the left: Surekha, Maryam, Adeline, Adriana and Sonia:D

These are my friends too:D From the left: Sonia, Nicole, Maryam, Adriana, Elisha's head, Adeline, Saeesha, Sofia's head, Surekha and Hafsah:)

Well i guess thats it.:D PS i was suppose to post this pot yesterday night but something went wrong with the internet and it all just died:( I edited a bit just so it looked like i post it today:D Well BYE!?:D

Obviously-McFly

Hello!?
Today is the 9th of June. Today is a Wednesday.
Obviously!?:P

Today i wanna start off with a dream i had last night. Kinda weird. Okay here it goes.
First i lived in this house alone. And my neighbors were Joe Jonas and Nick Jonas:P They were so cute. Anyways, I was outside my house watering the plants and then a dog came. I tried to shoo the dog away cause it was ruining my Rose Garden(Nick Jonas & The Administration's song) and then the dog got mad and started chasing me. It was scary all of a sudden with razor sharp teeth and red eyes!? Ahh!? I was running and running and i ran into Joe and Nick's house. I was knocking on their door like a mental patient and when Nick opened the door i ran in. At first he was kinda mad cause i just ran inside his house without and invitation, but when i explained and he saw the dog he totally forgave me.:D Then he took me to a room and we had tea. hehe. I love tea. And we listened to Nevershoutnever:) Then after talking for a while Nick and I started making out. haha Me likie:D We made out for like a few minutes and then Joe walked in and was like 'WHAT?!' And then he was all like 'dudes, c'mon cant a brother go into a room with out seeing a his brother lip locking with a girl, i mean damn' Yes he was talking like that in my dream. Then i dont know what happened i ended up in this creepy house. And met this friendly and good looking ghost. He was fine:P He lead me to this balcony wear i saw this really scary looking ghost. She was freaking scary looking!? And then she saw me and she took me by the neck and we were floating outside the balcony. It was like 3stories high. She wanted to kill me. And then her faced changed cause she wanted to tell me the story of her life before it ended. She looked very sweet and cute but then she turned back to the scary ghost and started screeching like a banshee. And then i woke up. And eventually i fell back asleep.
And when i fell back asleep another dream came up. I was a this pondok with Syahirah and Jannah. We were hanging while the other kids were cross country-ing. And then i saw everybody running to the finish line. It was at the old school. We were lazy. And then i saw Maryam. It was obvious it was Maryam cause she was wearing a ribbon on her head:) And then i saw Bill and Tom. And i was like 'When did Bill and Tom join SBK??' And u saw Maryam hugging them:( then she came running to us. And she brought Bill and Tom with her. I smiled and we were talking. Then Bill asked me why i didn't run?? He was like 'your a good runner you should of ran' I swear he sounded exactly like Mr Mustan. haha. Then i told him i was lazy. Oya and he had his Automatic hair. hehe:) Then after that my mum came so i went home. I dont know why but Lui was in the car with me. And on the way back I saw Bill. He was at the side of the road selling his CDs. He had his lion mane hair. He had a solo record and he was selling it, at the side of the road in Jln Labu. haha. So i asked my mum to stop and i bought a CD. It was only rm5:D He was really happy. And i played it in the car. It was all Tokio Hotel songs:P haha. And then i woke up. What a weird dream?

Now that my dream story is done i shall talk about my day:)
Well first i woke up at 9.30 and ate and stuff. And then i took a shower and got ready for piano. I wore the top-dress thing Shafieq gave me. Because after piano i was going to watch a movie:) So i went to piano. 3rd time this week. 3days in a row. jees. When i reached my class my teacher was like are you going shopping today?? (3rd time she asked) She asked that on Monday.Tuesday and Today. And i said i was going to watch a movie and she was like owh with who?? Your Boyfriend?? And when i said no with my mum she laughed at me. So mean. Then i played my scales like always and an hour later i went out. Then my mum and i went to Alamanda to watch Prince of Persia. We reached Alamanda at around 1.15 and then we went and bought the tickets. After that was done we went and ate. We ate Pizza Hut! Its been a while since i ate Pizza. I ate like 4pieces. Thats a lot for me cause normally i would only eat like one or two only!? My mum said the waiter was cute. I thought he looked like a dork!? hehe. After our lunch we went to buy popcorn and drinks. Then we went i the cinema. Foe once we were early. Well not really. The movie started at 2.30 and we went in a 2.33 but the lights were still on.:P
Then we watch the lights died and the adds played. There are so many cool movies i wanna watch like A-Team, Knight and Day,Karate Kid and of course Toys Story 3!? And then the movie started. I was kinda cold at first but then i got warm cause Jack Gyllenhaal was freaking hawt!? booyeah! That was stupid:P hehe the move was awesome!? throughout the whole movie i kept going ooo with the look girls get when they see a freaking hawt guy. haha:) I am totally in love with Jake Gyllenhaal now.




After the movie we went to the toilet to like pee. And then i went to MPH where i bought the 2nd book of House of Night.:) I bought the 4th book already:) Then i was looking around. There was this guy who was looking at me. I dont know why they look?? Its so annoying. I love having long hair. It helps cover my disgusting face. The dress-top thing Shafieq gave me it nice but its really kinda big. I had to sew the two holes that were at the shoulders. The hole wear my head goes in was really big as well. It kept falling down and my bare shoulder could be seen. There was a time where it went so low my bra could be seen. It annoys me. But i really like it bby. I love you:D Then after that we went to Carefore(i dont know how to spell it) then we went home.

My mum likes Nevershoutnever!?:D I told her i wanted to learn how to play the ukulele. Its so cute. Listening to Nevershoutnever the way he strums the ukulele its so cute the tone. hehe:)

Well i guess thats it:D
Bye!?
We make our own destiny-Prince of Persia:D

In The End-Nick Jonas And the Administration

Hello!?
Today i shall talk about my day.
I was suppose to paint my room today but nooo i had to go to piano. pfft. I went yesterday and today i had to go and tomorrow i have to go again. eww. Its so annoying. It was at 1 and ended at 2. and when i got home it was already 3 cause my mum had to go to a flower shop. So I dont know if i can paint my room tomorrow cause tomorrow my mum wants to go see Prince Of Persia!? Yay!?

Jake Gyllenhaal is so freaking HAWT!? OMG. hehe.
Just so you know im just doing one wall. Because, yes you guessed it. Im lazy. haha XD
And that wall is gonna be PURPLE!? cause my curtains are purple and my door is purple.(it came with the house) So Purple it shall be:D

Nick Jonas And The Administration is so hawt!? I love Nick Jonas. I love Jonas Brothers. I love Joe Jonas. I like Kevin Jonas:) Their so cool!?:D I love them so much. But not as much as i love Tokio Hotel. Tokio Hotel and Jonas Brothers are my favorite bands. I love them so much.
That reminds me. I found this picture. I shall show you guys:D


Isnt this just so cool?? My two favorite bands in one picture:D Its just amazing:)

Did you know?? Gustav the drummer of Tokio Hotel can speak the english?? It was kinda good. haha. I was watching some Tokio Hotel Interview and he spoke the english!? wow!?O.o So coral!?

I had a dream last night but i cant remember it. Fish paste!? All i remember was Elisha was there. haha.:)

I have nothing else to say.:(
BYE!?:D

Zoom Into Me-Tokio Hotel

Hello!?
Today i cleaned my room. a bit la. I didn't do it that much. I took out all the posters on my wall. My brilliant masterpiece is now GONE!? I've had those posters since '07. When my teen years started and i was hoping to have them there til my teen years are over but noooo i had to take them off. Why you ask?? Cause im painting my room!? haha. Purple!? hehe. Im just doing one wall first. Less work:P You know me. LAZY!? haha.

I am kinda pissed off cause this is a holiday and i still have piano and tuition. Initially i dont have piano but my extra class teacher wants to replace the days she missed out. So this wednesday and friday i have piano. How depressing?? hmm:(

Today i wanted to learn Zoom Into Me. I went to youtube and i watched this lady's tutorial. It was ok at first but then it got so confusing so i thought I'd look for the chords. I found them. Seen i didn't have a printer i had no choice but to write them down. I wrote a bit but then i got lazy. So i stopped. haha. I thought if i wrote it down i could learn to read notes and that will help me with my sight reading. Its something i have to do for my piano exam.I suck at sight reading. But i got lazy.:D

The other day i watched wolfman. It was so disappointing. Why you ask?? The star of the movie 'The Wolfman' was so bloody ugly!? I was like WTF? isnt he suppose to be hawt or something. But nooo He was so damn UGLY!? I only liked it when he turned into a wolf. He looked so much better. Even my mum was disappointed. So ugly. OMG. If only they cast Orlando Bloom or Leonardo DiCarprio or even Hayden Christensen. That would be much better.

This holiday wasn't the holiday i was expecting. I was expecting a week at my cousin's house or something. But noooo im stuck here:( So boring. Maybe next week:) Maybe. Two weeks off!?
I wanna make a TH Tshirt. I know i've said it before. Maybe not here but out there. But i really want one so badly!? So i shall make one myself!? If i can. haha:D
I dont know what else to say:D haha

Well i guess thats all from me.
Bye.
Stay Beautiful:P

OMG-Usher

Hello!? The end is near.

Hehe SCHOOL HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!?

I am so happy. no school for two weeks:) This gonna be a blast.

I think. Well maybe. I dont know. It depends on howi spend my holidays:)

Well I was thinking of painting my room.

That means I have to do:

1. Clean my room
2. Throw away useless junk
3. Take out all the beautiful posters on my wall
4. Take everything out of my room so can make way to start painting
5. Paint my walls(still considering colours to paint)
6. Wait till dry
7. Redecorate my room
8. Beg for a new mattress
   

Now that sounds like a good plan now doesn't it?? Haha

Usher is coimg to town!? haha. I like Usher. He has a cute face:) and his songs are so NICE!? I just love them. I'm not really planing to go see him or anything but its really nice to know he is coming to this little country which bare fruit:) I dont know what i just said:P

I have somethig for Elisha!? haha I saw this picture on Facebook. This is for you.

haha. tak de keje:D Well i guess thats all from me today. My brother;s laptop is pissing me off>:(

BYE!?:D

Leave Right Now- Will Young

Hello!?
I have decide to buy the canon Ixus 130. Its so cute. I want the pink one. Its so cute. The orange is kinda nice too. The black and silver is to dull. haha
hehe I just need rm700 more. haha. So much!?
Omg exams are almost over just two more papers:) im so happy.

If you are wondering who the hell is Will Young he is the winner of Pop Idol. Pop Idol is the British version of American Idol. I should know. I have the game. haha.
The song is so nice!?

OMG I LOVE BOOTS!? I only have 3pairs. I need more. I've always loved my barbie's boots. They're so nice. Very colorful and plastic. haha.
My very 1st pair of boots were given to me by Anty Shima. She bought them for me. Shazrien has the exact same pair. Cause Anty Shima bought us like the same outfit. The same Tshirt,jeans and boots. haha. It was so cute. My second pair was purchase at some shop in china in o6. I love it. So pretty but there is some stupid design on it. haha. And my last and final pair was purchased in China as well in 09. hehe. I kinda regretted i didn't buy both colours. I only bought brown. I should have bought black as well. Stupid me:(

Now i shall show you guys pictures of boots:)



OMG I love them!>3 I love the knee length ones. They are so OMG.
I can wear them forever. like if i dont know what shoes to wear i'll just wear my boots:D
I love themXD

well thats it.
bye!?:D

Forgotten Children-Tokio Hotel

Hello!?

I seriously dont understand why people wanna write songs about children. Of all the things you could write about. CHILDREN?? EWWW I hate children their so yuckky. Its disgusting. Like if you watch iCarly or Hannah Montana and all the children there are so freaking annoying. EWW. But i like the song. Forgotten Children. Its nice. Haha. I know what your thinking. If you hate children so much how are you and Shafieq gonna have kids?? Well, I just have to grow up and wait till the day i start liking children:) Shafieq and i have already named our kids:) If its a girl we wanna name her Emma Marie Wilson. If its a boy he will be Daniel Martin Wilson:) Nice names right?? I picked out the Marie and Daniel. Ive always like the name Daniel. And Shafieq's name got Daniel. Me likie:D And Shafieq picked out the Emma and Martin:)

Babies!?!

They freak me out!? I hate it when they crawl. Thats the worst!? Its so scary. And when you watch those zombie movies and there is a little thing eating someone up!? Thats just creepy. I do think they are cute. Cause when i see babies i go gaga. But they're just freaky.

Today is the 29th of May 2010, Saturday. It was such a boring day. I woke up like at 9something and brushed my teeth and stuff and then went downstairs to eat. My mum bought me roti canai. I ate it with Fish Curry. Lame tak makan roti canai dengan kari ikan:) It was nice. Then i ate 2 pieces of Otak-otak. Left over from yesterday. haha. I liver otak-otak. Its not really brains. Its just fish paste. So nice:D haha. Then took a shower and got ready to go to Sungei Wang. I wore the tshirt Elisha gave me for my birthday. Its so cute. I like it. Then around 1.30 went home cause my stupid sister has to go to work. STUPID!?! I dont like her. And now i am at home. Bored. My mum said i might go to my uncle's house to go visit my grandmama. My uncle and his wife went to Bangkok and left the kids. So like my grandmama is there taking care of the kids. And the kids are Marsya and Muqrie. Their kids. I like them. Their my cousins:)

Im hungry im gonna go fix myself something to eat. SEE YA!?! :D bye